when life gives you lemons...

Make LEMONAID...meh

 

 

tears form behind my eyes but i do not cry...

 

I miss him

 

I love him

 

I'M DYING INSIDE

 

I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE

 

I'M FALLING APART

 

the only things that keep me going are the text messages, the e-mails, the phone calls, and the OCCASSIONAL weekend visit.

 

8 days cannot go fast enough...

 

Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you and I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to 

and when the stars fall I will lie awake
Your my shooting star

 

I LOVE YOU MATTHEW PATRICK, your love is all I'll EVER NEED

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my, my true love,
My whole heart, please don't throw that away.
Because I am here, for you.
Please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay.

 

I Never Should Have Let You Go
I Never Should Have Let You Slip
Through My Arms
As The Sun Sets Tonight
I'll Hold You With All That I Am
I Never Should Have Let You Go
Promise Me Youll Stay With Me Forever
Forever

 

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
MATTHEW I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame